| | uh so it's been a while and i don't remember who i was in touch with on here. probably few subscriptions anymore anyhow. I'm bored so fuck it. no matter what used to be and what's happened since then. strip all known identity. i haven't cut my hair, i have not shorn my beard for approximately 7 months. I have acquired the physicalness, mystic stature and temperament of rasputin. I've moved to Austin. I live in a duplex with a roommate i rarely speak to whom is good friends with brother. I get high a lot. i work not enough hours at a tech support place. i hate everyone and ultimately care about nothing. i hang out with some dark eccentric people who make confusing music. I have fallen into this bunch of experimental electronic artists. my developmental progression is slow, i get distracted a lot, but i try to get things together. I intend to release a debut EP soon. I still have the car i've had, it dies more each day. it is the undead. it is deemed Naglfar. sulphuric breath spews from her bowels, jesus hangs by his feet without care. I scrape by each day and spend too much of my money on pretty much nothing (not drugs). i'm struggling yet decent at work. I get inconceivably high and make terrible music. I hardly socialize. Intentions to do so consistently fall through on my own accord. Only real socialization is stopping by my brothers which i do fairly often. i'm ever unsure of my place anywhere. i live an ongoing struggle with my personal identity and projectiveness. lack of socialness has hindered my girl acquiring abilities. everything comes in and out in a blur i dont really know what day it is. i stay up late. i surround myself in strange sounds images and thoughts. i've been occupied by introspection
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